Post by vanessa callie styles on Aug 16, 2009 21:39:13 GMT -5
vanessacalliestyles
this is becoming a catastrophe
you're a fake, a product of the world
you're an average mistake, so commonly made
BASICS ,
FULLNAME: vanessa callie styles[/center]
NICKNAMES: nessa, nessie, calls, stylish, babycakes (only very close people)
AGE: nineteen.
GENDER: female.
SEXUALITY: heterosexual.
CANON OR ORIGINAL: canon.
SPECIES: host.
POWER: -----APPEARANCE ,
HAIR: reddish-brown. usually straight.
EYES: green.
HEIGHT: 5’4”
WEIGHT: 96 lbs.
BUILD: vanessa is very skinny and doesn’t really have any muscles. one of the reasons why she has no endurance whatsoever.
PLAYBY: kristen stewart.
OVERALL: vanessa doesn’t usually like to get dressed. and by that, i mean, to look pretty and all that jazz. she doesn’t put make up on, wears random clothes that, in her head, match together and only brushes her hair in the morning, not bothering to do anything special with them. she usually only leaves them laying on her delicate shoulders or ties them up in a high ponytail. nessie isn’t quite what we could call a fashion victim like the other girls all around her. she doesn’t care at all about fashion, in fact. people tend to judge her for that, saying that she’s weird and that she lives in her own little world. but then again, is it really that bad?
PERSONALITY ,
[/size][/center]LIKES: sugar, sunglasses, calm, reading, drawing, children, dresses, cigarettes, 80’s clothing, music.
DISLIKES: alcohol, agressive people, war, singing, dancing, anything that means moving faster than walking, paper, speed, her parents, high heels.
STRENGTHS: she’s very tolerant, being quiet when she needs to, learning, taking care of others (mostly children), understanding.
WEAKNESSES: lying, stumbles constantly, sugar, cigarettes, control.
GOALS: see the world, find the person who from falling off of her school’s roof when she was younger.
FEARS: heights, darkness.
SECRETS: was raped by her math teacher, is scared of darkness.
OVERALL: quiet, headstrong, confused, scared, clumsy, can’t take care of self, loving, weak, envious, curious, defensive, unsure, gives up easily, trusting, tolerant, perfectionist, naive, helpful, respectful, low self-esteem, dependant, sensitive, sympathetic, sugar-aholic, scattered.
HISTORY ,
[/size][/center]FAMILY:
- evelyn tina collins-styles, mother, forty-five, stay-at-home mom.
- julian martin styles, father, forty-seven, dentist.
- mollie stella kingston, father’s girlfriend, twenty-three, exotic dancer.
HOMETOWN: toronto, ontario, canada.
OVERALL:
• BIRTH & CHILDHOOD evelyn and julian had never really planned on having a child in the first place. so when they learned that evelyn was pregnant, it was a shock to both of them since they had taken probably all the protection possible – well, only the condom and pills. even though they weren’t ready yet to have a child under their responsability – yes, even at twenty-six and twenty-eight years old, they decided that they should keep it and raise it, thinking that it would be a great experience. and so nessie was born from two irresponsible parents. but as soon as her daughter was there, evelyn’s motherly instincts kicked in and she was able to take care of her daughter. she quit her job to stay home full time with the little girl, or her little star, like she would call her. her father, though, didn’t feel the same way about the child, his child. he didn’t seem to care as much about her as evelyn and wouldn’t spend as much time with her. in fact, whenever she cried during the night, he would make sure that evelyn would believe it was her turn. the man was rather manipulative and still is, today. but as long as she had the love from her mother, it was enough. as the years passed, evelyn and vanessa grew close, very close, to one another. but when her father was home, it was different. her mother wanted to spend as much time as she could with him. as for school, there wasn’t really anything to say. she wasn’t quite like she is now – scattered, unfocused. at that time, she was one of the best in her class. though not THE best.
• ADOLESCENCE as she grew even older, like any other girl of her age, nessie started to gain independance from her parents, to her father’s pleasure. he didn’t try to understand why she did that, unlike her mother who was rather confused about it all. she was trying to gain her daughter back by bringing her to the movies or the beach, but nothing worked. and, with the years, evelyn thought it was better to give up now. she guessed that vanessa only needed space like she had when she had been her age. at school, she was still one of the best but not THE best and she was making more friends. she was pretty sociable and everybody liked her. or well, most of them. some didn’t because she was different and seemed to live in her own little world. some of them even called her alice in wonderland. but she wouldn’t care. all that mattered to her was getting through those years without too much damage mentally and emotionally. teenagers can’t really do any bad to you physically. but one day, when she came back home from school, expecting to find her mother cleaning the kitchen as always, she found her father, in the living room, laying on a naked woman that wasn’t her mother and that was way younger then her father. it was obvious what they were doing.
• HARD TIMES that was exactly when the hard times of her life started. she was fifteen by then. vanessa was absolutely disgusted by her father and tried to get away, but she was caught by her father who had had time to put boxers on and had grabbed her arm before she could get out of the house. she could hear the woman putting her clothes back on in the living room and she could almost see her smirking. her father made her look at him and threatened her to send her to a boarding school if she told her mother anything about his little adventure with the exotic dancer of nineteen years old – at that time – mollie. of course, nessie didn’t tell her mother anything about what she knew of her father’s strange trips out of town. she loved her mother too much for that. she couldn’t help but almost throw up everytime she only thought about it. he disgusted her like nothing had ever disgusted her before. and she hated him. that was also when the young girl started being even more independant and started having friends that had a bad influence on her. she would go out late at night, drink, smoke and probably also do drugs with them. she’d totally change her style, wearing mini skirts, mini shorts and shirts that showed way too many of the cleavage she didn’t have. that was when she started getting closer to her math teacher. since she wasn’t that good in mathematics, he used that to his advantage and would keep her after class. and one afternoon, after he had made sure that there wasn’t anybody around, it had happened. he had pushed her in the janitor’s closet and raped her.
• WAR TIMES after that, vanessa locked herself away from the world. she would refuse to answer in class, wouldn’t talk to her parents and didn’t go out with her friends anymore. she was scared. scared of every single person and every single thing around her. she couldn’t handle being in darkness anymore and wouldn’t attend to her math class. she didn’t even tell her parents what had happened. what was the point, after all? her father would say that she was lying like the little liar she had always been and her mother would believe him. oh, she was sixteen, by the way. and so, she would sit alone in her corner, watching everybody and making sure that none of them would approach her too much. she was scared, confused and wasn’t as focused as she had been before. she was scattered, broken into thousands of pieces like if her math teacher had ripped her body apart after raping her. she wasn’t as self-confident as she had been before and everybody could see it. after a year though, she started remaking friends and would hold the tightest she could to them. she was dependant. after two years, she still is like that. anybody who gets close enough to her, she’ll hold onto them and will refuse to let them go. oh, and since she’s been living in her own little box, or world if you prefer, she doesn’t know anything about what’s going on. about angels and demons and the underground and slaves.
OOC ,
[/size][/center]NAME: billie.
AGE: fourteen. fifteen in two days >3
EXPERIENCE: three years.
CHARACTERS: frederic joel danvey.
PASSWORD: admin edit.
RP SAMPLE: check out freddie’s app? D:[/size][/blockquote]
